I have already made a post about a friend that died yesterday but what I didn’t say or even think about is what I saw before he died.
To be honest I didn’t think about it or I didn’t want to see it.
But now thinking back I could see a distance and a solemn look in his eyes, even with us he wasn’t really there. It’s scary to think about because I think he may have known what was going to happen.
Now that look he had in his eyes sticks in my mind. I wish I had payed more attention and maybe spoke to him about what he was feeling and thinking.